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i was intoxicated and sad and it is very short but i quite like this, here it is after i fixed spelling errors:
and god i dont know if i love you or if i lust after you but god do i know that i get drunk so i dont have to deal with thinking about how you’re not that person anymore and god do i know that getting drunk doesn’t work because all i can think about is that you said it once and you lied and god i want you to hurt like i hurt but you have no hurt you have no barrier you have no heart no soul you are you and you are killing all those who try to prove you are nothing you are killing all those who see that you’re just like the rest you are ripping their hearts out they are chipping their teeth on the glasses they clink at the bar and fuck i know im drunk and fuck i know im being overdramatic but fuck i loved you fuck you said it back fuck you for saying it back

jan 1, 2016

teacher, tell me, what’s a leader without a follower?

to whoever it may concern
to whoever has forgotten that being an educator is more about the expansion of what makes up tomorrow and less about the revival of what made up yesterday
to whoever gives a second thought to the children being force-fed the manual information decided upon in a 10 by 12 room with walls as blank as the minds of those same children who might as well go by numbers than by names

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